Tuesday, April 2, 2019

I've completed another 12 week training block. Wowza. Here we are. I retested all 3 lifts and managed PRs on all of them. Everything felt great, though I was hoping for a bigger jump on deadlift. I wanted 300 pounds so badly, but fell short.

New numbers:
- squat: 235 lbs - bench: 140 lbs - deadlift: 280 lbs

I'm not sure if it was the end of the 12 week block or a couple migraines or a combination of both things, but I was feeling kind of down after my deadlift retest. The question of "what next" is already becoming a heavy thought. I can easily run another 12 week block and just move my numbers forward again. Also thinking that a change could do me some good--a shorter block with more focus on growth. If I don't like it I can always switch it up/come back to the tried and true. Training for strength is absolutely wonderful. It's taught me so much and brought my mental game up exponentially. However, my body is really feeling all of the stress I have put on it over the past few years. I'm not a spring chicken to begin with. We will see what I decide. I have just under a week of light work/deload to reset my CNS and then it's time for something new.

Saturday, March 23, 2019

training update

I'm quite awful at updating this space in regards to training. Fear not--I keep a training log and track everything...it's just this particular space that sees me repeatedly falling off the wagon.

Since my last update: I decided not to compete with RPS in April. I was incredibly disappointed on how they handled the current issue of trans lifters being banned from competing in the USAPL. At first, RPS released a statement basically saying fuck that--trans lifters have been and will always be included and welcome here, so come and compete with us. TWO days later, they took back their stance with another statement reasoning that due to death threats received and upon advice from legal counsel, they were going back on their word but still offering up a separate category for trans lifters to compete in if they so wanted to. On the surface this seems to be inclusive, but honestly it's just a different way to continue to treat individuals as "others." I was super disappointed with how they handled this and backtracked, and therefore had to make the decision not to give them my money, and not to get on their platform to compete. This was not an easy decision to make 8 weeks into training for this meet. However! The decision became much, much easier when I did some thinking on being a true ally, and what that means. Being an ally means sacrifice, even if it is uncomfortable, and especially if it means losing something as a result. It's not enough to call yourself an ally if you are only one when it is convenient and "safe." I'm very happy with my decision. I stand with trans lifters. My next competition will be with an organization that includes and supports this cause that matters so very much to me.

Despite this decision not to compete, I have continued on with my training cycle. I'm one workout away from finishing up week 11, which means after a brief deload, I will retest every lift's 1 rep max. Then, onto another cycle. I've increased my strength by a noticeable amount, and this makes me happy. Some other training things to note:

- I started integrating some cardio back into the fold. I bounce around with what activities I do to match what my lifting focus was on that particular day--on bench days I like to finish up with the rower. On leg day I will do sprint intervals on the treadmill, the stairmaster, or 100's(10 sets of 10 reps of various high-intensity intervals). I brought the cardio back in because all the lifting tends to make me more stiff than I would like to be(I know I know--I need to get back on that consistent yoga grind too). The addition of high intensity intervals and rowing has added to my strength and mass, and it feels really good to move quickly after being slow and deliberate with heavy lifts.

- As I've stated in the past, new strength ='s growth, which ='s some of my clothes no longer fit. This has continued to be a thing. Items that I have outgrown are set aside for donation. Some shirts that were once slightly too large now fit perfectly. You lose some, you win some. I kind of solved the jean problem--besides 1 pair, none of my jeans were fitting comfortably. The Gap outlet had a few pair that fit quite nicely--I had to go up one size to fit my legs. The waist is still a tad too roomy but they fit so well everywhere else...I call it a win. Leggings have also been such a great pal through these colder months.

- On that note, I've started restocking my shorts, because the majority of them no longer fit. It's gonna be a bad ass summer.

- Overall feeling incredible in the gym these days. No injuries to speak of, and my form across the board feels locked in. If I had to pick one that I feel is weakest, I would still go with bench. But squat feels like poetry, and my deadlift has grown into a such a fluid beauty. I love powerlifting so, so much.

- After this 12 week cycle, I will probably start another 12 week block. Still thinking about that one. Tempted to run a shorter 8 week one with a lot more volume, burn at a bit of a higher rate. It's tempting. But so is continuing on this strength train, because heavy lifts are feeling so incredible. Tough call. Got some thinking to do.

Sunday, January 6, 2019

13.5 weeks out



Well, training for the powerlifting meet in April has officially begun. I am back to a fairly strict regimen, this time with some additional cardio tacked on the end for flavor. Oof. At least there are a plethora of ways to get sweaty without running on a treadmill(rest in peace running days, my knees simply won't allow it). Instead I am doing some slightly silly and more entertaining things(to me) like pushing weighted sleds back and forth or rowing/push up intervals. Burpees, boxing, circuits galore. It's a good time. I'm still early in my prep so there is some room to play thank goodness.

What's different from this meet prep vs last year's meet prep? Might be easier to point out what is the same, since so much has changed. Hmm...I'm using the same shoes to squat in, and I'll be competing in the same singlet. That's about it. Everyone else is different. Different gym, different program, quite potentially a different weight class(still not sure if I want to cut or not). Mental game has changed too--my numbers have increased, so confidence grew with that, and I'm much more focused when I train. Also, diet matters so much more now. I've started meal prepping as much as possible.

What are my goals for the meet? Not quite sure yet. To go 9 for 9, of course. First and foremost. A new PR or two would be great, but I'd be happy to match my numbers. I wonder if it will be more of a mindfuck to go into this with the experience of competing, as opposed to last year when I had zero experience to pull from. Sometimes not knowing is the best knowledge. Sometimes knowing too much means over planning and setting yourself up to fall short due to the illusion of "being there" before. I intend on treating this meet as its own, and hope to steer clear of any compare/contrasting. Circumstances are always changing with these things.

The one thing I am still being quite tender with is my sumo deadlift. I've finally recovered from my hip injury and I'd like to remain recovered. Sumo position puts a lot of pressure on the hips--last time I pulled post-injury, I had to back off a bit near the end because I felt it starting to twinge a bit. Tomorrow I'll have a go at it again, and maybe play with the position to see if I need to go a little more narrow. I've been doing conventional DL in training, but I'd like to compete in sumo, as I pull much heavier in that stance.